Today, I'm most grateful for...
-Jamison's sweet spirit. No matter how bad or sad I'm feeling, being around him just lifts me up. I love that tiny little body that loves to be curled up on his tummy.
-The great care we're receiving in the NICU. There is no doubt in our minds that those nurses are inspired. We have been blessed by experienced professionals that follow promptings even when it seems odd and Jamison is stable because of it.
-Prayer. There's nothing that has comforted me more than the quiet moments we've spent on our knees. I'm so grateful for my loving Heavenly Father.
-Loving family and friends. These last few days have been the most difficult. We couldn't be more grateful for the support and love from our loved ones. The phone calls, prayers, and texts just to check in mean so much. My grandpa flew in yesterday and spent the afternoon with Jamison when I couldn't be there. It meant so much to us. My mom has been cooking, cleaning, driving me around, my personal nurse, etc. I'm not sure how I will make it when she leaves. Oh how blessed we are.
-Kevin. I am so grateful for this husband of mine. I have never been more emotional but the comfort he brings me continues to amaze me. He is the BEST dad. He is so good with Jamison when I've been timid to know what exactly to do. The list could go on, but I truly couldn't be more grateful for him.
Jamison is continuing to fight. His platelet count was up today which was to be expected. It will be a few days until there are any conclusive results on what infection there really is. Until then, he's on antibiotics. He doesn't like his IV, which breaks my heart to see him so uncomfortable. He's maintaining his temperature well and continues to gain weight. Yay! Tonight, he weighed in at 4 lbs 3 oz. We love seeing a little more meat on his body. Can't get enough of this little boy.
Love your post Karen! Yes, so much to be grateful for indeed! He looks so cute tonight! So much personality. I love it! How have I not met this little stud yet?? I feel like I know his face though. Glad Kevin is getting some good snuggles. He is a great dad and you are an amazing mom! And I agree... Cutest little body ever! Love you!!
ReplyDeleteKaten I agree, so many blessings and miracles! You and Kevin are so strong! I know this is so hard and exhausting but Heavenky Father and angels are atound you each step of the way. We love you all and this special little Spirit Jamison is.
ReplyDeleteI am so impressed by his weight gain amidst the infection. He really is such a strong little boy, and what a cute boy he is as well. My goodness those little clothes on him melt my heart..and those dang IVs equally break my heart :(. I continue to be impressed with your optimism. It's ok to be a worry wart as well. You are Jamison's biggest advocate. Never underestimate your maternal feelings about something (some promptings only moms receive that nurses/doctors won't, so never second guess yourself) :)
ReplyDeleteMy heart is on this journey with you. It is such a rough one. For a long while, whenever I thought about Riggs's NICU stay, I would get frustrated. It is hard to be the mom and not get to call the shots. I am impressed with your cheerful optimism. You three are in our every prayer. I am so glad you have family here: that is a gift.
ReplyDeleteJamison is looking so much bigger and older. I treasure those pictures with the tube: Riggs had oxygen for two months. Good bless you three!